The Censored Life of Shaya Goldust: “The streets of the city were tunnels of terror”

Of course, in my opinion, there is a mental imbalance in every person who is involved with himself and his surroundings, and it is not dependent on gender. Naturally, it took time for me to get used to the new situation. After the surgery, I worked a lot on myself, and my path became smoother. Because I was no longer involved in the conflict between my soul and my body, little by little, my family and the people around me were forced to accept me. I found a more specific legal identity, and my life became a little more normal. But the big change happened outside of the country. My fear and concern were always that no one would find out that I acted and became a girl. I was worried about what would happen if someone found out and how I would be judged, and I was always caught in self-censorship. Losing my friend, my partner, and the people around me always worried me. In some cases, I suffered great mental blows because the other party could not understand my situation.

December 19, 2022 | 9:04 pm